Hey guys! Here I am, 01/03/2026 making my first "entry" on my attempt of a website, after a lot of... Incentive. from my bestie. I hope I don't abandon this after a week! XOXO
- 02/03/2026 I'm back! I had a pretty good day at school, I'm so glad I managed to have friends, like, immediately after moving schools... I wasn't that lucky the last time I moved, but I've gotten way better at socializing and being a person since then! I go crazy every time one of them talks to me like omg we're friends??? For real????? Holy shit :O I still miss seeing my old friends every day :( but we still text so that's a good thing, maybe now's the time to practice actually hanging out with people outside of school.. Anyhow, I'm doing better than I expected and I'm not gonna die... Also yesterday I finished a little crochet project and put it on my backpack!
- 03/03/2026 blogging from school because the teacher isn't here and it's been, like, half an hour. They switched my friend to another class so there's no one to talk to... I'm stuck with bothering my online friends, and trying to use neocities on my phone:D (if you're seeing this, then it worked)
- 04/03/2026 the term cul de sac is so funny though, like cu de saco omg
- 08/03/2026 I love going on instagram just to put a song on my notes and disappear again. And then I look at other people's notes and like the songs that I like, so cool.. Maybe I'll add a little "song of the week" thingy to my website, because I always have one of those, tomorrow I'll have my classes on a different building than a regular school and I'm so excited, it's such a huge campus..
- 09/03/2026 My mom has a medical exam, so I'm waiting for her with no internet in the hospital. Currently watching whatever is downloaded on my phone (bottoms, I'm watching bottoms) and idk playing candy crush, or drawing, more like coloring my paper drawings on my phone...
- 10/03/2026 HOW do I change the colors in this template. I do have a website now, that's a lot more than I had last month which was nothing... But I'm still not a pro at programming and stuff, plus I'm a lazy fuck so I've just been talking here with an INCOMPLETE website. Jk but I do wanna add more stuff,, my friend has a quiz results thingy, and stamps, and lots of cool stuff on his site. I want here to be a cute little me space all about me but I need to actually put in effort :( it will get done though I'm enjoying this way more than I expected, it's just hard...
- 14/03/2026 I made a whole analysis about a kikuo song and forgot to save it :(. I love apples so much its a shame I only remember that when Im in the middle of eating an apple.
took two crazy painkillers and I'm feeling zen asf. At the beach, where the hoes at? Cocky want boing boing
I'm putting this photo here because my friend was reading this blog and had no idea what the fuck cocky want boing boing was, and that made me think about all the other people who might not know what Im talking about either.
dear diary, I geeked out so hard I reached nirvana looking at the sea waves. what the HELL was in those pills bro. I either go totally quiet and stare at the void in the most satisfying silence ever or get extremely talkative when I take these...
I've never wanted to chug an energy drink whole so much in my entire life until right now. I'd kill someone for an energy drink I'm being serious,,,, a peach monster.......... A mango one... fuckkkkkkkkk. Writing this in the middle of getting my ass kicked by miles edgeworth investigations, I love ace attorney
it's currently one in the morning and I don't want to kill myself anymore like some previous 1 in the mornings. I'm just very confused about the basics of moving rectangles around a website. I believe this is growth. But at the same it's also not growth because I'm so lost. How do I resize anything in this. I'm struggling while watching victorious, I don't even know why I'm watching vitorious but 1am does that to you sometimes. It's really nostalgic and kinda bad, but a nostalgic show should never be good. I put a transparent megurine luka inside my image folder, I'm gonna put her here just to see if she's fake or not
FUCK MY LIFE SHE'S A FAKE TRANSPARENT
goodnight to you reading, I'm gonna go to sleep because I don't have the energy to manage site anymore. It's not a forever goodnight I'm gonna wake up tomorrow :] a mosquito bit my knee. I love how hot the computer gets it's like it's alive
15/03/2026 Holy shit I just had the best car nap ever on the ride home from the beach, I don't live in a beach town so it's a pretty far drive. I think I transcended, I elevated my consciousness for sure omg... This was such a good weekend I'm really happy, I made a decent presentation last friday and didn't have to worry about anything school related the whole weekend. Just miles edgeworth investigations, beach and vibes.
I also added my friend's contact infos on my phone individually, instead of just being in their groupchat. So I managed to have a little chat with each of them (because you have to text them something to save the contact) and it was pretty awesome. Small talk with my friends... HAVING friends on my first month of school already. I might just be really close to my period so I'm extra emotional but they're so nice and inviting, I'm so lucky... :]
I could put some of my drawings on this site, but I need to get it together and build my second page first... I believe it's gonna have a quiz results thingy, a list of my fandoms, a place to link some other sites I like (putting their buttons there... I need a button too :/) maybe I can find a place to put my drawings in too, I haven't been drawing much lately, but I'm getting better at drawing on my phone too, instead of just on paper.
- 18/03/2026 hii, I stepped away from developing the site and blogging for a few days because I'm doing a thing, like an undisclosed thing. But I've been trying to make the second page of the site (yayy), and my friend suggested I make little apart pages for particularly long blog entries (like big rants and thoughts on movies, shows, ships, etc) so I want to do that too. Basically I'll put in the date, start the entry like normal and then link the other page with just the rant... You know, to not fill up this blog space too much. I love talking and I don't want to force myself to talk less just to not put too much information on one bit of the blog.
- 19/03/2026 just had the worst and weirdest p.e class ever, I skipped half of it, then I finally went to the gym and they were playing some weird ass hitting eachother with balls game. Then I joined and got smashed by a ball, now I'm skipping again <3 skipping P.E is life, I need to switch classes dude all my friends are in the other one :(
why are all my favourite characters literally sun bleached flies by ethel cain
why is coding like actually so hard :( how the HELL do you make a thing dude. How the hell do you even edit the things that are already there?? I think I'm gonna make my button guys I'm scared
I didn't make the button but I locked in on something else, I love when it's time to sew things together after chocheting for a while, I feel like victor frankenstein building my creature, but I actually love it.
- 20/03/2026 My ass hurts I need to stop sitting on the bathroom floor
- 21/03/2026 I'M GOING TO THE MALL.WITH FRIENDS. TO HANG OUT. MALL FRIENDS HANG OUT THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED THIS IS SO LIKE CASUAL AND REGULAR TEENAGER ACTIVITIES #EMOTIONAL :DDDDDDDDD
24/03/2026 heyyyy so, turns out even cool people forget to blog :] I'm in the middle of class rn and I'll finish talking laterrrrr ok bye!
I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING SHIT ON THIS SITE ANYMORE BECAUSE I'M PLAYING TOO MUCH ACE ATTORNEY!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so in love with that game, playing the investigations collection because franziska von karma is in it more than the trilogy and she's my fave... ANYWAY I WENT TO THE MALL LAST WEEKENDDDD AND IT WAS NICEEE, my friends.... I love my friend.. we almost got shot by a mall cop though lol, he approached us because we were screaming too much (valid honestly) and I got this class of 09 ass gif from that situation... I'm too lazy to put a whole gif here so you're just gonna get the screenshot but it was hilarious
- 26/03/2026 hey guys I just homebrewed my 3ds. It was that easy I'm flabbergasted... Also skipped school yayy yippee
- 28/03/2026 I'm making a whole ass new site for a group project because I'm extra.. They said " make a creative presentation" so they're gonna get it. It's abt emo people so I'm making it myspace themed, like a profile but instead of info abt yourself it's stuff about the emo subculture. If we don't get an A on that shit I kms.
12/04/2026 Heyyyyyyyyy, coming back after neglecting my site for an entirety of two weeks, lots of things happened but my dad is still kind of an ass, one of the constants of life... Anyway the presetnation of the emo website group project thing went really well :) that site was one of the reasons for me to totally abandon this one because anytime I felt like working on a website I did stuff on that one, I'm gonna link it here I just remembered I can, "emo site wowow" it's all in portuguese because I'm brazilian (brazil mentioned). Our hot sociology teacher liked it a bunch it was pretty cool, we also dressed emo to present and I almost had a heatstroke but at least I looked awesome, full emo experience,,, wearing two long sleeves and a t-shirt is NOT for the weak bro.
Right now I'm drawing, and looking for a different template for my website because I feel like I can't add a lot of things this to this one... OH YEAH I GOT INTO 2 TWO FANLISTS!!!!! A franziska von karma ace attorney one and a glados one, this is like the most lesbian selection of faves ever but I really am one, so I don't need to beat the allegations.
Been loving portal this week also, that robot is so gay it's insane dude. Now I just need to add the fanlist buttons to my site! Which I won't do today! Because it's 01:30 in the morning and I'm sleepy. Sorry fanlistings...
Goodnight everybody I love my friends.... I found out today that they read this. Everything in this. Which yeah I did share it but it's still wild to me, it's awesome too.. If you're one of my friends reading right now hiiiiiiiiiiiiii HIIIIIII ur really cool. I should add a bunch on confusing abreviations in english so you get confused. Let me think... tbh idrc rn but fyi ily,, sometimes I might think ur almost 2 cool 4 me,,, ilysm though, that's a thing I gotta work on. Still ily u and I'm glad y'all like me too <3. To: all my friends.
- 16/04/2026 I made every single bit of text link back to the glados fanlist I'm in. How did I even do that.
Isn't he the cutest
I love math now. I literally do and I'll understand it for sure because I love it, it's beautiful. It's art.
I'm so interested in blogging that I kinda dropped the html learning once I got the paragraph and list making down... I'm so glad this is a hobby and not school, I can do whatever I want forever
BUT yeah I still wanna make my site better, I think I'll need to add some links to other pages? Of the site? to make a little quiz area and a stamp and interests area, like my website guru bestie whose site I'll link once I figure my shit out:D Also the guestbook, I gotta do the guestbook...
I'm thinking about rereading kakegurui, I remember not understanding shit but still being entertained, I read like the whole thing ages ago, maybe I'll check out the new chapters. On the topic on manga BSD PART ONDE ENDING!!!!!! OMG that was CRAZY, it felt pretty weird as an ending, didn't mention where a bunch of characters are right now, and the kyouka thing MY QUESTION MARK ISN'T WORKING(?) I went to google and copypasted it. Anyway, kyouka having a crush on atsushi(?)(?) I saw some people saying "oh it's just a kid having a crush that doesn't mean much and she'll grow out of it, yk as a plot device" and I'm like, okay, I still don't like it... I just, idk, it's not useful(?) Like a chekhov's gun situation, if asagiri isn't setting them up to be a canon ship (WHICH I HOPE HE ISN'T) there's no reason for it to be there... I guess it's there now, but it's not something I would do if I was the one writing BSD. I just don't know if that fits with her character(?) Maybe it's because I can't see her being involved in romance at all, and that includes having a crush on atsushi. I can only hope they don't end up together... We got a yosano mention though so it's all worth it <3
I love but I'm a cheerleader and I love that rupaul is in it.
currentrly fucking up the whole site to force myself to learn how to fix it <3
11/04/2026 just watched a pizza review video by gabi belle and now I'm craving pizza. I'm never craving pizza when I actually have the opportunity to eat pizza :(
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I put a really wide placeholder nicole on here yesterday and she fucked up my whole site, especially on mobile, I love programming.
PLACEHOLDER NICOLE IS FUCKING UP MY SITE AGAIN. NOW IT'S JUST THE BLOG PART MAKE HER GO AWAY. I should've made a placeholder ari or something nicole just wants me dead.
THE COLORS ARE STILL UGLYYYYYYYYYY FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. HOW do people do cute web design I just made some BULLLSHITTTT
12/03/2026 blogging from school I LOOOOOVEE physics
(sorry mall cop ik you were just doing your job but you still scared the shit out of me..)
I also have a button now :D it was supposed to be a blue megurine luka because I've adopted the color blue as my own, but she got disfigured by the quality... Well who cares, button!!!
I'm really happy... If I had one of those current mood thingies on my site it'd be a huge "HAPPY" because I got good news about my bestie,, I'm not gonna give much detail because, idk, privacy, and I also don't wanna.. But a lot of his problems come from being in school and his parents are looking into homeschooling stuff now :D (our country is way stricter with the homeschooling system than the US), just happy for him, and I'm in a good mood in general too, ace attorney does that to me... I still don't have the long rant page down though :( next weekend I'll have some time to kill so a miracle might happen, we never know ;)
I love my school friends so muchhh but I still yearn for the weekend,, hope we'll be acquainted enough to hang out outside of school soon (and I also hope I don't panic at the thought of hanging out with new ppl, sigh), that'd be perfect... I feel like they're wayy cooler than me so I'd be mega awkward, but I'll get over it.. I've been getting over it in school, how hard could it be outside of it? haha (Hard. Very Hard. Terrifying even).
